So, I started this whole thing a while ago, right? Got into tarot cards and, well, things got a bit… spicy. I was really trying to get to the bottom of what they call “sexual magic” – sounds wild, I know. But stick with me here.
First off, I did what anyone would do: hit the books, or, well, the internet, mostly. I was reading all this stuff about how it’s all about, like, letting go and being super aware at the same time. Sounds a bit like a paradox, yeah? But I was determined to figure it out. There was a lot of talk about how specific cards together mean certain things in the, uh, “romance” department. I kept seeing the Empress card pop up. Lots of, um, “fertile” vibes there. And the Tower card? That’s a whole other story, kinda the opposite vibe, you know?

My Little Experiment
I decided to just dive in. I mean, how else do you learn this stuff, right? I started pulling cards, trying to see these “combinations” in action.
- Pulled out the Empress a bunch of times, tried to meditate on it, feel the energy, all that jazz. Did I feel more, shall we say, “in tune” with my sensual side? Maybe a little. It was more like I was just more aware of it, if that makes sense.
- Then there was the Tower. That card’s intense. When I focused on that, it wasn’t exactly a libido booster, let me tell you. More like the opposite. Felt like hitting a wall, really.
- Tried mixing it up, pulling different cards together. Sometimes it felt like a total mess, other times it was like, “Huh, maybe there’s something to this.”
What I Think Now
Look, I’m no expert. But after messing around with this stuff, I kinda get the gist. It’s less about, like, actual magic spells and more about using the cards to explore your own feelings and desires. I wouldn’t say that I reached some high-level state or something after doing this experiment, but I found that it’s more like a mirror, you know? Reflecting back what’s already inside you. Still, it’s a trip, messing with these cards. Makes you think, that’s for sure.
So yeah, that’s my story about dipping my toes into the world of sexual magic and tarot. It’s weird, it’s a bit awkward to talk about, but hey, it’s all a learning experience, right?